the move was freaking easyyyy. all my shit is in seattle. lol :)))
i woke up so happy today. i almost have everything i want. life isnt too shabby at the moment :)))
im tired of always being second place.
got an apartment!!! fucking finally. i move this weekend. i dont have shit. all my stuff is in storage in seattle. maybe one day ill see it again. who knows. starting over is fucking hard. and im finally starting to make progress. i will be so happy not to be living with my parents anymore. 31 years old and living at home. fucking depressing as shit. haha. i have a couch and a chair and a coffee table and a few dishes. and some clothes. and that’s it. no bed or nothin yet. idgafffffff!!
i have a crush. for a long time now.
rejected by said crush. yet he still talks to me everyday. wtf is going on?! wtf am i doing?! wtf is he doing?! wtf do i do?!